2010

Everyone keeps talking about making new years resolutions and I have not come up with anything. Okay maybe exercise more? I don't know. Or do better in school and maintain my GPA. Oh well, I probably won't bother coming up with any resolutions. I'm too lazy. Heehee.

Anyway, 2009 hasn't been that great I guess. There were times that I've felt so down and shitty. But I have such wonderful friends that never fail to cheer me up :) I really and truly treasure those who have been with me through everything: NAT, WILFRED, FEE and EMMI. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't know what state I'd be in now. I love you guys!

However, 2009 has not been all that bad. My good friend became my boyfriend. Hahaha. Seriously, Wilfred was just my good friend early last year. I never thought we'd end up together! Haha. I LOVE YOU WILFRED TAY! <3

So now, in 2010, I don't know what to expect. But I know that things will be alright. And I've got my awesome friends and family and that's enough for me :)

Have a great year ahead!

Come away with me.

"When a baby comes into the world, it's hands are clenched, right? Like this?"

He made a fist.

"Why? Because a baby, not knowing any better, wants to grab everything, to say, 'The whole world is mine.'

"But when an old person dies, how does he do so? With his hands open. Why? Because he has learned the lesson."

What lesson?

He stretched open his empty fingers.

"We can take nothing with us."

Gross girls

Christmas was wonderful. I love giving presents! I wish I had more money to buy more presents. Hahah. But then, christmas is not about the presents. Neither is it about partying or alcohol and whatnot. To me, christmas is about the people you spend it with and I had the pleasure of spending it with wonderful friends and family. Thanks for making my christmas wonderful <3

Tick Tock

Today's 23 December. Know what that means? CHRISTMAS IS TWO DAYS AWAY. And I am excited. I don't really know why? I celebrate chrismas every year but I never get tired of it! I'm excited to give presents(and receive them), to go for mass, to see friends, and so much more.

Seems like the year passed by very quickly. So much things have happened: new school, finding out who my real friends are, moving house, Wilfred, and the list can go on forever.

Sometimes I look back at things and wished I could have changed it, but you can't change the past. All you can do is learn, and that's what I chose to do: Learn from it. One important thing that I've learnt is not to trust people too easily. Even the closest person to you can hurt you.

Alrighty, I'm off to do my macroeconomics project now! Seeya! Have a good day ahead.

Bigger than my body

I've been so busy that I'm hardly online. I don't go on facebook as often as I used to. I don't even get a chance to watch tv anymore. There's just so much work to do. First it was ICA everyweek. Now it's all the projects. On top of all that I also have to work. I miss Nat, Fee and Emmi. At least the short break is just around the corner. However, I've still got projects to complete during the break. Sigh.

You know, what scares me is that I get too caught up in school work that I don't have time to just have fun. I haven't been to a party since......early this year? I always plan to take up dance again but I don't have time to do so. Sighhhh. Anyway, even if I start taking dance lessons again I bet I'll suck.

Anyway, I shall sleep now as I have school tmr morning. My eyes are already half closed. Night!

OW

I woke up this morning and hit my head on the bed frame accidentally. Now I have a bump on my head. And it hurts. What a way to start my morning. Hahaha. Alrighty, off to school! Damn, I've got POA test today. arghhh.

"So scared of getting older, I'm only good at being young"

I have officially shifted house. Actually, I shifted on thursday but the internet only started working today so I didn't have the internet the past few days.

I've never lived in a landed property kind of house before so I'm not used to alot of things. Like climbing the stairs for instance. After the first day in the house, my legs were so tired of just climbing up and down three flights of stairs. Also, I don't see my family as often as I did when I lived in my previous house. Sometimes, I don't even know who is at home and I'm too lazy to climb up and down the stairs to check.

All in all, the house is really nice. I have my own room for the very first time. I admit, I get a bit scared sometimes cause I don't have curtains yet and I scare myself when I lie in bed at night. Or sometimes I come home late and the whole house is pitch black and I have to climb the stairs to my room. Okay,I think I scare myself too much. At least now I have more space to dance around in my room! Once I get curtains I'm so gonna start my dancing sessions in my room. I ain't gonna dance around knowing my neighbours can see me! Hahaha.

Oh, I want to decorate my room but I can't think of anything to decorate it with. I have empty shelves that I have yet to figure out what to put in it. Any ideas?

Anyway, besides moving house, life has been moving so fast. I have test coming up every week from this week onwards. Plus, I've got work on some days. I might start stressing myself out too much. I really hope I can cope with everything.

Wow, it's the first day of december already! Soon, christmas will come! I shall go sleep now. I'm so tired man. Goodnight!